So far this year all I can say is ….. JEEZ! It has been nothing short of crazy. I think it is time for me to re-group and re-coup. Now, I could bullet point all the items that have happened~some good, some bad, but most of it is all history and although it shapes me, it does not define me. I can chose to let it be a problem and consume me or I can use it as a learning tool. Since looking back has really never done anything for me other than to cause me to make the same mistakes I made before I think that I shall look forward and forward looks pretty good.
Since my last post I have done quite a bit of research regarding how to maintain optimum health and although HIV is some scary shit my daughter and I have found a number of alternative health programs that will help to keep her off of medication for as long as possible. With my doing the research for her she is able to keep her stress level down and she can concentrate on her spiritual health. Since I’m not good at sitting still and allowing something like HIV to win doing research helps me. Kind of a win~win situation for my daughter and me.
Although I might still miss Mark his timing couldn’t have been better to launch me under the bus. I don’t really have time to be involved with someone so I am now able to direct my energies where they need to be. Could you see dating someone when you knew that your child needed you? Not me!
The best part of re-group/re-coup is that I get to go whole hog on this paleo diet and see where it can actually take me. Good healthy food, exercise and getting outside to play in the sun. So simple and yet we really don’t do it enough. We get so involved with all of our little gadgets and technology and we forget the basics. I’m thinking a little time doing the basics things in life will be a great break from all this technology and a break I need. I think I see a camping trip in my very near future.
It’s good to look forward.
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