Sometimes...

This has been really hit or miss for me but during all the breaks that I've taken I have found that there are some amazing changes going on in my life. Some of them are wonderful and others of them are not so fantastic.

At the beginning of this month I discovered that a person of interest in my life is really not good for me. Now, that's not a bad thing as I've not invested much into this relationship knowing that he was emotionally unavailable and has no clue on how to treat himself let alone someone else. Today I am so completely frustrated with myself! I find that I wish he would pull his head out of his ass and...well, I'm asking for the tiger to change his stripes...literally!

I am so tired of men not understanding that some women are just not the type that will sit back and let a man do everything. I have had to learn how to do things for myself and I enjoy the independence, freedom and power it allows me. I don't think that there is anything wrong with this but I have yet to meet a man that is not threatened by my abilities. And I am very tired of men telling me how strong I am or them admitting to being afraid of me. Really?! What is there to be afraid of in me?

Sometimes it is just so frustrating to know that the person you really want to spend time with is not capable of being there for you in any capacity and yet you still want to be with this person.